Tuesday, January 26, 2016
"Just Okay" is Sometimes Awesome
So when a day like today comes around, and I'm headache-free (knock on wood), and my neck is only hurting a little bit, it's an okay day.
Before this all started - AKA 6 years ago - if I woke up bloated and hormonal, with two or three zits sprouting on my forehead, it was disastrous.
Now, if I wake up bloated and hormonal, with a single zit on my forehead (being Paleo means I rarely break out, now), some slight back/neck pain, and sore legs, that's an okay day. It isn't great, but it's okay.
Okay has become, for me, the new great, is what I'm saying.
Okay is when I have the energy to go to the grocery store by myself, to put a roast in the crock pot, to clean out my car, and work on our taxes.
I need to take a moment to just process the fact that I'm filing an income tax return with a husband this year. Ack!
The thing about being "okay", though, is that I still have to pace myself. When I was huffing and puffing by the time I got to the car, my plans to take the groceries home and head out from the house again had to be cancelled. I realized I needed to rest, lest I work myself into a migraine, so my trip to Williams-Sonoma would just have to wait.
So, today was "okay", and I'm fine with that. I'm fine with the burning in my back muscles and neck from leaning over a pile of papers that desperately needed to be filed properly.
I'm fine with the fact that cleaning out my car left me winded - despite the fact that I sat down the whole time.
I'm fine with the sore legs, and the puffy stomach that's retaining water.
I'm fine with it all.
In fact, I'm more than fine: I'm great.